you rule if you stretch your body.  stretch! 

 

the contradiction is that you can't really free your body like that when you are not sure what to do.

 

so there goes the old chinese saying 'practice makes perfect' (the translation doesn't sound chinese) from that old oil vendor who could pour oil into a bottle through the tiny hole in the middle of a coin. 

 

i practise and practise.

 

i'm not afraid of water, that much.

 

i can swim now.  not a master but without any aid. 

 

i'm fucking chuffed!